My first night out….

Now this is not about my first night out ever, or even since having Hudson, this is about my first night out Without Hudson.
I planed to go out two weeks in advance. I spoke to Dev to see how he felt about being left alone with Hudson and his breast feeding needs, of course he said it was fine. (To tell you the truth I think I was more nervous than he was) Once I had the ok I started to express milk which is no fun but that’s for another Blog.
Each day I had Dev feed Hudson to get him use to both the bottle and looking up to see him and not me. Then the elusive night came round all too soon and I felt more nervous than ever. My stomach was churning and I think I told Dev the same instructions more than 10 times. I was only going to the cinema so I would only be gone for 3 hours tops but it was the what if‘s running through my mind…

Despite feeling like I was forgetting something and checking my phone several times throughout the film I enjoyed myself and don‘t now what all the nerves were about. I was still very pleased to see Hudson when I got home, oh and a stressed out Dev of course. :)  XxX